Why does love seem complicated?
Why does life need to be a roller coaster?
When you reach the top, it's an adrenaline rush. You feel pure bliss. And in a moments time, you drop. Everything can feel so fearful.
This is all an experience. Highs and lows. This is what creates emotions, thought patterns and beliefs within ourselves. What are you learning from each experience? What is it teaching you?
If everything was to be in one direction, all the time, wouldn't it be boring? I believe so. We would only experience one emotion. We are human to experience life, love, upset, etc.
So instead of complaining all the time about the things you don't have, how about embracing the moments you are here to experience and learn from.